ParcoBugis

以前没有属于自己的车不敢四出畅游散心，
现在拥有了 又不知往哪方向走，
好想独自一人在慢长的高速公路 ，
静静地行驶播着蔡琴被遗忘的时光一直走着走着去到一个陌生的旅途，
就一直走着。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

i’m only an empty shell

i’m nothing

i leave the world without the shell

i can’t control my emotion

i can’t control my anger

i can’t control my ego

i can’t control not to die

how can i say i’m myself

sat here for a while and looked at myself….what if someday my memory sudden shuts me off, i’m in dark i don’t remember anyone i don’t recognize who am i myself, if it really happens please tell me this is me.

why speak? i dont wish to talk i dont want to know to communicate i dont want to talk about any, so leave me. im living in a cyberworld much of online messaging,sms.. you speak out from your heart with typing on the keypad, you dont know to converse in real life.

hey this is where the fuck i was born with this 杀人犯欠我钱脸臭臭的 face when i dont do the talking. dont have to feel scare when im keping silence im not gonna fuck you in any given way, you dont like then  let alone stay. i like to let my emotion walks my mood, who doesnt, i dont care, im selfish.

the asshole who raise me up, who himself was fucked with the hell damn face and has his lips shut up, so does the fucking son who got his fucking gene too. thats why i speak murmurly so i hope you cant hear me saying anything.  i speak up i would straight up to it and cut thru to your heart and crapping on you thats the fucking gene too.

i like to keep silence, keeping rubbish in myself . music blows my hatred my anger fills in my fist to the wall, im psychopath,im aggresive,im violent, yea im right in anyway to let loose myself. i  give advice to others but i wont do it to myself. i dont like to share with others i wrote it out in words, dont judge me dont doubt me dont counsel me dont comfort me,dont try to think me, this is me

who the bitch created job ? why the fuck is a 9-5 monday to saturday? ass shitting for just a little monthly pay.  money kills everyone. my job, easy peezy but still im ranting like i got fucked in the ass . nothing is enough nothing is contented nothing is free nothing is cheat nothing is mean no nothing.

fuck you and fuck me too. and this is me , this is my space

I was given a test set for P1 WiMax yesterday. It was weird the coverage area is only 100-300 metres from my office and there was no signal for it.

Below was the test at my home in Taman Sri Rambai.

Package Plan

Modem Pricing

Verdict: Speed so far is reasonable as from its 1mbps package. Signal sometimes is out of coverage (no signal in my room but ok for living room). I will still stick on screamyx though I hate screamyx. P1 WiMax still new in Malaysia and I have heard from user experienced they got constant disconnection on P1 WiMax, slow on download, line sharing and coverage problem. Hope they will improve it and cut off screamyx monopoly in the market.

it just wont stop raining for the whole day since the midnight, and had been sitting there watching the rain pouring whole afternoon it had spoiled my mood my day my appetite.

and hell yeah devil this was my nice breakfast, lunch and dinner for the screw up sunday

McD Chicken McDeluxe

Susan Boyle from Britain's Got Talent

She is appeared on the British reality show Britain’s Got Talent and she really proved it to the world.

She is Susan Boyle, a 47 years old woman from Scotland, a sudden fame with more than 40 million hits and still counting on in YouTube, and a wikipedia is created for her.

She has not has a good appearance and everyone gave her a taunting eyes, sceptical look on her when she appeared on the stage even if I never knew this I would be the same.

And when she opened her mouth and sang ’I Dreamed a Dream‘ from Les Mis (a superb French movie, go and watch it) she had stunned everyone who jeered at her and turned it to be a big wave of applauses and cheers. With her dream she has sent a clear message to the world. Congratulation to you Susan Boyle.

Lesson learnt: Do not judge people with first appearance and there is always a talent in everyone regardless on their physical ability, appearances, etc for them to explore it.

i have never had a great laugh for sometimes, and now i’m back for it and miku john and the guests are still giving me a great hell of laughing in midnight =D
PenangHokkien.com

I dug it up from my old collection this is the story of a girl who had a crush on a guy she loved , while the guy was talking about another he girl likes to her and yet she was thinking if he was thinking about her all the night. This feeling was so hurt deep down into her heart , but she can only faking her smile in front of him and the tear drops on her guitar….

have you ever feeling the same way too?

Taylor Swift and she is such a gorgeous angel and this is Teardrops On My Guitar(HD Version)