April 10, 2012
12:23 am
by: noraj

“Hey, it’s her!”

“喂，是她。”  好友，你忙著說電話也要告訴我是她。轉身過去我只能以陌生人的身份看著熟悉的背影走去，還是會痛但不是傷心的痛。

Posted in my mood tells

April 4, 2012
12:12 am
by: noraj

祝君好

听 你不断呼叫我 划破宁静我的心下堕
在难过 讲不出爱没结果 口和唇紧紧闭锁
看 也一话都不说
害怕连累你一生 日月
憾无缺 只差跟你曾遇过 给过你太多波折
宁愿没拥抱 共你可到老
任由你来去自如 在我心底仍爱慕
如若碰到 他比我好
只望停在远处 祝君安好
虽不可亲口细诉……
说 太多话我想说
但我还是要哑口道别
任由我天空海阔 流翔去只要你白似冰雪
宁愿没拥抱 共你可到老

不曾向妳說聲謝謝，曾給過短暫美好的回憶，決定和他們盡少聯係也是不想連起悲傷記憶，因爲學不會忘記，因爲在我心中妳始終是最好的一位。再也不去找替代的背影了，感激妳我曾經的第二度前女友。祝福妳找到更好的幸福。

Posted in Miscellaneous

March 26, 2012
12:18 am
by: noraj

一年后的承諾

一直重復的情傷讓我覺得很厭倦很乏味，每天都只是過著工作賺錢為生活而活，瘋癲的夜生活，難道就這樣嗎? 我的路不會就這麽平凡，沒有故事的人生。

很嫉妒流浪的backpackers，我很想實現的夢想就在這一年后，不管窮困我也要去完成。我年紀也不小了不想以後回想起會有什麽遺憾。自從錯過NZ打工旅行，我知道我已經沒機會再等了，這雖然不是大富大貴的計劃，但可說是很多都想實踐卻達不到的目標，這就是我字典裏的人生旅途，至少我對自己的人生路途有一個承諾，一個堅持。可以想象到這一年后的決定，將會是很大的挑戰，我不知那時的我財務狀況是怎樣，肯能會很捨不得把一直陪伴我喜怒哀樂的黑仔給賣掉，離開我的家人，好友，朋友，我可愛的小狗，到陌生的地方流浪。我堅信這不會是我的obstacles。這個旅程將會給我帶來很多變化，體驗，對人生的另一種觀念。

努力去實現不要給自己藉口再等了。

Posted in fly away, my mood tells

March 24, 2012
2:10 pm
by: noraj

耿耿于怀

和往常一样下班，但今天却遇到两位印尼陌生人。她们不知怎会来到这寻找诊所，本来只想告诉方向就走，但没顾虑到本身安全却把她们载上车到几公里外的诊所。庆幸一切安好，没被打劫，虽然做了一件好事但心里还是耿耿于怀。

Posted in pictures of mood

March 22, 2012
4:47 pm
by: noraj

new layout of my gallery

another new look of my gallery with a smiley model. i have to keep updating my eyes of soul more often.

 

Posted in photography

March 9, 2012
3:28 am
by: noraj

what!

最近很糟糕要不就很早睡要不就莫名其妙的听着歌发呆心情反反复复，很想把体内的怨气都逼发出来，为什么夜晚的心情就是喜欢来找麻烦！

Posted in my mood tells

February 22, 2012
2:28 am
by: noraj

I Made It , Together We Made It！

Cycling is not easy , you need a commitment you need determination, it trains your psychology from physically. Before I ever made it , the thought in me “surely i won’t able to make it, 800meters above sea level on a steep ride, how can it be?” The psychology started to obstruct me to continue, i just kept on meditate my mind there will be no hindrance. At once I was riding alone in an extremely dark condition and some night creatures howling, again the mind started to make me thinking non-sense , and it happened , I saw some white thingy in front of me with very fast speed and disappeared in sudden? What was it ? I had a shocked and that was after that i was losing my focus and almost thrash myself downhill. I told to myself I have to be psychology fit, this ride was on my own I didn’t want to stop down to frighten others I have to keep on pedaling. And yes I made it till the end. I hope with this experience, no matter what on the future it will guide me to a success !

Posted in Bicycle ride

February 20, 2012
3:01 am
by: noraj

家，還有嗎?

沒有溝通的家越來越孤寂，從小就有孤單陪著我長大也就這樣習慣了不會與他人溝通。如今只剩三人，姐已搬出去屬於她自己的另一個的新生活，哥也早已離開了這個家在外地生活，爸已經脫離了對這個家的關心和責任，剩下這個啞吧兒子我和媽，媽少了一個時常和她訴説的姐，她應該更是寂寞。明知道今天這個家少了和她溝通的姐，她會很不捨很緊張很寂寞我就應該keep著一直以來的脾氣忍一忍，她有時就會冤枉我我都可以忍不知今天我卻和她衝突了，雖然她又冤枉了我但畢竟我還是她兒子也不該頂撞她很過意不去。自從一個人的背包旅行開始，我一直很想可以離開去背包旅行工作，這個夢想可能不會實現了，父母就只有一個，我不能就這樣離開。

Posted in my mood tells

January 14, 2012
11:52 am
by: noraj

Love Bokeh


aha, it was a friday night ride with minivelo again. but tonight i was off duty for shooting, why? i brought all my lens, tripod, camera body but the charged battery was left at home, thanks me. suppose after the ride i’m going for my custom shapes of bokeh to test. after back to my home with the grousy mood(no photo shooting, and the bumper got scratch from  unknown ‘son of the beach’)  i grabbed my battery and driving out to do testing. and here’s the result with movie maker after the 1 hour failed to learn the new adobe premiere.

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January 13, 2012
4:40 pm
by: noraj

Hobbies

Hobby is free, it is an interest towards an action but when it comes from action to materialize it, it’s no longer free , it costs you.

Photography, I was once only a point and shoot until my desire of great photos obsessing me to get my first DSLR that I was deemed as tedious, complicated(still does), expensive(very $). I still remembered the rainy night riding a bike to get my first Nikon D40. I knew DSLR is a huge investments for upgrading from a tiny little thing ranging from thousands and more, it is a never ending roads that I don’t regret.

Cycling, influenced from my brother when we were kids. I had a bmx and he had a road bike. It was until last year I had a group cycling with my past tense girl and I’m now getting back to pedaling again and meet a group of nice buddies with great enthusiast on minivelo. The first folding bike I’m having was bought thru online, a made in china now in a clinic. Another investments for second bike, which i am satisfy at the moment, a blue java foldie from minivelo. If looking for an upgrade it too costs a lot to thousands and more,  haha now it looks that hobby does cost a penny, to feed them money is the source =)

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